I have been extremely busy with starting a new job and such. It is hard work...I forgot how much patience I need to keep up with kids. Anyway, I haved decided to change myself and become a better person. I am not lying to anyone or to myself anymore. I consider this the hardest task I have undertaken. Caught myself twice this week. Otherwise it is all good. Now my second hardest task...go back to the gym for exercise regularly...my goal 3 times a week and start eating healthier!!! Giving up fried foods and sweets for now...wish me luck!!!