July 15th, 2003



I hate sleeping because everytime I do I keep having the worse nightmares. Also, I think my feelings about someone are changing and I don't know what to do because if I do get involved with this said person it would be bad for both of us. I am not emotionally ready to tell him but I don't want to ignore him because he is a really good friend. This isn't my nightmare.
My nightmare revolves around hospitals and such. I wake up and I am dead in the morgue...it scares me.
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