August 18th, 2003


My Health

Okay everyone...I am sorry for being short, weepy and mean. I have been dealing with major news concerning my health. My rhematoid arthritis has flared up and there is a good chance i might have lupus. I am in I am I am not sure if I am up to this fight...i am lucky though, it is concentrated in my joints...which is why I ache all the time now...most people with this mild of a form won't worry about it attacking vital least not in this early stage...the doctor has said that i probably will have a good 10-30 years depending on how good I take care of myself...that means watching my stress levels, and my diet and figuring out what course of treatment...i am scared...and unloved...
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