I think I have a black cloud over my head right now. I am glad I am on spring break right now. I don't know what would happen if I wasn't. I lost 2 realtives this past week as My Mom informed me. I think both happened on Thursday...the day of my near miss accident and Darren's death. I felt funny that day now I know why. I don't know if I can handle any more loss. I am hurting right now and I haven't cried because I feel that if I do I won't be able to stop.