Carol Kitty (carol_kitty) wrote,
Carol Kitty

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Can't Sleep

I woke up from a nightmare and couldn't go back to sleep. I don't even remember what it was about. I guess I am worried about Jeff. We were supposed to go to the Hollywood Bowl's final concert last night. We were both looking forward to this. I was on my way to the Pagan Festival when he called. He was upset...had a fight with his roommate. I told him I would call at 4 pm. No luck...managed to get a reply to emails that i sent him. They were talking and tonight was cancelled. I was glad he was okay. We finally managed to talk on icq...he was really upset...I LOVE HIM...he makes me happy and giddy but when he is this upset I feel too much pain...

To survive this letdown...I drowned myself in ice cream and popcorn and the ABC Family network (they were playing reunion shows of "The Facts of Life" and "Growing Pains" closest thing to chick flicks. Thank goodness one of my friend, Wendell was there. He and I sat there and ate, watched TV and hugged...Both of my roommates were gone for part of the evening so it was good to have the house to ourselves...I felt like Wendell was my best male girlfriend...he is straight!!! So it was good just to have someone there for emotional comfort.

Anyway, Jeff said he was going to call me sometime last night...unless I didn't hear the phone, he didn't call. I hope he calls today...I love him and am worried...

Actually, I went to bed at 9 pm and woke up at 4 am so I got sleep...

Oh need to go finish laundry which i started at 8 pm...
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