Carol Kitty (carol_kitty) wrote,
Carol Kitty
carol_kitty

  • Mood:
I am feeling a bit better...French was ok today...I got an A on my last test and we have a test on Thursday. I have a memory check in voice and am I ready no!!!! So I am reviewing. The weather is affecting my mood...I am feeling blah. It is cold and grey outside and it is going to rain. Maybe I am finally ready to grieve...thank goodness I have vacation next week. I am taking a short trip to Vegas with a friend then I am taking a day/night excursion to Catalina with another friend. It should be fun. I decided not to travel far this break. Of course I do get to see sabotlours during Easter weekend in ABQ. Yay...a much needed break from drama!!! I didn't feel like singing at Easter services even though I was asked 3 times. It would have been good money but I have done it for so long I needed a break so this year I will sing at Christmas time.

I guess with all the personal loss, singing has been difficult. I noticed I am singing with half my heart and sometimes I get all choked up. Usually I use singing as a way of coping but right now it isn't helping so I am composing music again. I wrote a 3 page piano sonatina, a nocturne, part of my symphony ( 3 movents done and I really don't know how to conclude the thing) and I want to work on a furry opera. I also wrote 3 poems that I want to set to music eventually. So the creative bug is there. I also have been writing more on my paper too...so music is still in me just not in the voice. Teaching has sucked too...because I don't feel inspirational...I feel like I am going through the motions.
Subscribe

  • Albfurque and Gay Pride Parade

    Hi Everyone, Well this year Albufurque will be on June 14 but before the festivities start we have entered our group into the Gay Pride Parade. The…

  • Spike and Mike

    Spike and Mike is coming to the Guild this weekend. I am planning on a meet. Details here: Friday February 8, 2008 10 pm The Guild Cinema 3405…

  • Melthing Pot For FC

    I know FC is in 2 weeks but I finally scheduled the Big Night Out at the Melting Pot again. So here are the details: Melting Pot 72 South First…

  • Post a new comment

    Error

    Anonymous comments are disabled in this journal

    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

  • 0 comments